Sunday service for 26 April 2026, fourth Sunday of Easter
Sunday 26 April 2026, Fourth Sunday of Easter
Gourock St. John’s Church of Scotland
Service prepared by Rev. Teri Peterson
Manse phone: 632143
Email: TPeterson (at) churchofscotland.org.uk
Email Charlene, Parish Assistant: CMitchell (at) churchofscotland.org.uk
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Sanctuary Prelude Music (praise band)
Welcome
We Gather As God’s Family (As the Bible is brought in, we stand and sing)
A family gathered in love,
striving for justice and joy,
blessing the broken-hearted,
and sharing the hope of God’s kingdom.
Opening Responses
One: Come, you who think you have it all figured out
All: We come to make room for God to speak.
One: Come, you who have faithfully followed Jesus for a long time
All: We come to hear what new thing Jesus might call us to do.
One: Come, you who have been stopped in your tracks
All: We come to wait for the Lord.
One: Come, you who can only wonder what God will do next
All: We come to seek the One whose light still shines.
Sanctuary Hymn 416: Christ is Alive! (Tune: TRURO) (organ)
Easter Prayer
Risen One,
your light shines around us
and we hardly know where to look.
Your voice echoes
and we still strain to hear.
You are alive
and out in the world
not just in the places we keep you
but out on the road
and even out beyond our borders.
You call us by name
and set us about your work in the world.
When your call starts with a stop sign
and your word changes everything about our lives,
help us to recognise you
and to open our hearts to receive.
When your call comes through our everyday faith
and asks us to take it to the next level,
help us to recognise you
and to open our hearts to receive.
When your call sends us to situations we’d rather avoid
and gives us a part to play in your bigger picture,
help us to recognise you
and to open our hearts to receive.
Raise us up with you
to walk in new life that loves, blesses, and transforms the world.
Shine your light in us
and through us
that we may trust your grace
and follow your Way.
We ask in the name of our risen Lord Jesus the Christ.
Amen.
Online Hymn 416: Christ is Alive! (Tune: TRURO) (organ)
Sanctuary Children’s Time
Sanctuary Special Music: He put a New Song in my Heart by Michael Barrett (choir)
Scripture Reading: Acts 9.1-19a
For the next few weeks we will hear stories of the early church trying to work out how to follow Jesus after his resurrection. What did it mean to follow a risen Lord who was no longer physically present on earth? Today we hear about some of the opposition they encountered from within. I am reading from the book of Acts, chapter 9, beginning at verse 1.
Meanwhile Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who belonged to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. Now as he was going along and approaching Damascus, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?” He asked, “Who are you, Lord?” The reply came, “I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. But get up and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.” The men who were traveling with him stood speechless because they heard the voice but saw no one. Saul got up from the ground, and though his eyes were open, he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. For three days he was without sight and neither ate nor drank.
Now there was a disciple in Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, “Ananias.” He answered, “Here I am, Lord.” The Lord said to him, “Get up and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul. At this moment he is praying, and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.” But Ananias answered, “Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints in Jerusalem, and here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who invoke your name.” But the Lord said to him, “Go, for he is an instrument whom I have chosen to bring my name before gentiles and kings and before the people of Israel; I myself will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.” So Ananias went and entered the house. He laid his hands on Saul and said, “Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on your way here, has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.” And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and his sight was restored. Then he got up and was baptised, and after taking some food, he regained his strength.
For the word of God in Scripture
For the word of God among us
For the word of God within us
Thanks be to God.
Sermon: sliding doors
You know how sometimes we say things like “I wish I could just get a clear sign about what I’m supposed to do”….whether it’s about what to study, what job direction to take, whether to have a family, or to move house, or whatever big decisions might have been in front of us throughout our lives, often we wish it would just be obvious what to do.
Well….what about a flash of light so bright it literally blinds you and throws you to the ground?
Be careful what you wish for, when wishing for a sign!
Of course Saul wasn’t wishing for a sign. He was absolutely sure he was doing the right thing. He just knew that God had called him to this particular ministry, and no matter what others thought he was certain. His calling in life was to defend God, his religious tradition, and way of life, against those people who wanted to change things. He had no doubt about his purpose or his methods. He knew the direction of his life and he was pursuing it with his whole heart.
And while he was on the path that he definitely knew was his to follow, he essentially ran into a brick wall covered in a stop sign with flashing lights.
When the voice spoke to him — calling his name twice, as often happens in biblical stories where a person needs to be stopped from doing something, but isn’t paying attention the first time — Saul was so confused. Who could possibly be speaking to him? He knew what God wanted him to do, and this voice was stopping him from doing it, which means the voice couldn’t be God. There was no way. He would surely recognise God’s voice, and God would be approve his direction of travel, right? So this voice, stopping him from his zeal…he had no clue who or why or what or how.
Can you imagine how scary it must have been to get up from the ground and realise he couldn’t see? To become so vulnerable, having been so powerful just moments before. His traveling companions helped him get into a safe place, but then what? He wouldn’t have known how long it was going to last…maybe this was his life now? Maybe he would never see again, and the last thing he had seen was the light of the world he didn’t believe in. Maybe it was God who stopped him, but why? Maybe it was actually Satan, the adversary. Maybe his life was over. All he knew was that for some reason, the door had been slammed and the thing he thought he was supposed to do, he wasn’t allowed to do anymore. What was he supposed to do now?
I would guess some of us, maybe even many of us, have had those moments. Maybe not as dramatically, but we have probably had doors close in front of us, things we thought were right for us disappear before our eyes — relationships, opportunities, plans. Perhaps we’ve gotten good at just saying “well, what’s for ye’ll no go by ye” and moving on, but underneath the cliche is still the pain of running headlong into a closed door. And it can be really confusing, really vulnerable, like we’re groping around in the dark trying to figure out what to do next. We don’t know what Saul did with that time, when he didn’t know it would be only three days, apart from fasting. Did he think about why God might have stopped him following that path? Or did he assume he’d been attacked by an evil spirit trying to stop him from fulfilling his divine mandate? Did he pray for healing, or for a new vision? Did he wallow in his fear and frustration? Did he just wish to get back to normal so he could carry on and try again? What do we do, when it happens to us?
I admit that when God has closed doors in front of me, my first response is pretty much always to wallow and to lament how unfair it is. I probably need at least three days to feel sorry for myself and to complain to all my friends. Most of my prayers during the wallowing time are just me whining “whyyyyyyyyy” while Jesus looks on with arms crossed, waiting for me to look him in the eye so I can listen to the truth. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with a little wallowing, because recognising our emotions and dealing with them is important, ignoring them leads to other problems! But we can’t stay wallowing…Jesus stopped Saul because the only way Saul would listen was if he physically couldn’t carry on his own ideas…a bit like Jonah in the fish. A hard stop can actually make space for God to be heard, because then we aren’t keeping ourselves too busy and distracted to listen.
So when the door closes, we feel the grief and then look and listen…what might God be trying to say? What might we have misunderstood about who God is and what God calls us to do? What gifts have we used for a different purpose than God intended when giving them to us? What gifts might we have overlooked or tried to conjure up so we could justify what we wanted, or what we thought others wanted of us?
Those days of darkness were a chance for Saul to feel, and to listen, and they prepared him for what was coming next.
Meanwhile, across town, God was opening a door that no one wanted opened.
When Jesus called to Ananias, his response was the opposite of Saul’s, and the same as so many people we’ve heard before in scripture: Here I am, Lord. I’m present, I’m listening, I’m tuned in, I’m with you. And then, as we have heard many times before in scripture, God asked him to do something outrageous: to be a conduit of healing for the very man who was coming to arrest him and punish him for daring to follow Jesus’ Way.
Ananias even asked — as many prophets had done before him — are you sure, Lord? Like….that guy? You’re absolutely certain you want to open that door?
I would guess many of us have had that kind of experience too, when something falls into our lap and we kind of can’t believe it. Like really, this is what you want from me? Maybe it’s an unexpected opportunity that we aren’t really qualified for but… Maybe it’s a person that crosses our path. Maybe we’re drawn to something no one in our family or friend group has done before. We question our sanity in going for it, we question God’s sanity in opening it to us, maybe we’re even tentative or afraid to take the step…double checking with God, like Ananias does. Are you sure, God? Because this doesn’t make sense.
The thing is…the door that opened for Ananias was to reach out to someone who wanted him dead. Someone who was his enemy. Someone very different, with a different worldview, a different understanding of the same God, a different personality. Ananias knew about this guy. He knew he was dangerous. He knew they would not get on. He knew. He was sure. The way some people on social media and news media and political circles are sure.
And yet God opened the door and said: trust me. I am doing a new thing.
And Ananias did. On behalf of the fledgling church, he walked through that door, and when he saw this man who had come here to harm him and his friends and family, this man who had started out with fury and power, and was now vulnerable and dependent, Ananias’s first words were: “brother Saul.” He called him family. It feels extreme, like a way-too-fast move for someone who four days ago wanted you dead! But Jesus spoke and said things were changing, so…Ananias had to change too.
I wonder what would have happened if Ananias chose to look away from God opening an unexpected and unwanted door. Or if he couldn’t trust God enough to step through it. Or if he hadn’t changed his own mind, but instead looked at Saul and seen only who he used to be, refusing to acknowledge his journey or any possibility of transformation.
Because I think we often do that. We don’t like change…not for ourselves and we don’t really believe it’s true for other people, and certainly not for God. We want stability and predictability, not something new. The idea that someone else might change, thus requiring us to change the way we think about them or relate to them, also requires us to think about our own journey and whether we can change…it’s a lot. I think we’d rather jiggle the handle of the firmly closed door than turn and walk through a newly opened one that we aren’t sure where it leads.
Saul could have kept pounding on the door the risen Christ had closed in front of his face. Ananias could have shut the door the risen Christ opened. But since they didn’t, they became siblings in God’s family. They couldn’t be more different, but that happens with siblings sometimes, doesn’t it. The hothead and the quietly faithful, the passionate and the thoughtful. The Body of Christ needs them all…just as we are. Notice that Jesus doesn’t ask either of them to become somebody different in order to be part of the family. Instead, Jesus asks them to use their gifts for his kingdom rather than for their own agendas. God didn’t need Saul to protect him from Jesus-followers…and God didn’t need Ananias to protect him from people like Saul. And so for one the door closed, and for the other the door opened, because God needed them both to turn their attention out to the world God so loves, and take their passion and their compassion, their fire and their prayerfulness, just the way they are, and put them to kingdom work. We don’t know how Ananias lived out that calling after this day — like most of us, he was faithful in his community without needing to make the news. We do know what happens to Saul — when he unexpectedly heads out into the gentile world, he’ll use the greek form of his name: Paul. And his zeal turned toward the good changed the world.
So it is today…sometimes God closes a door we were so sure was right, and we have a grief journey to go on. Sometimes God opens a door we were so sure was wrong, and we need to ask all our questions. Sometimes God calls the wrong people. Sometimes God asks us to change our minds. All the time, God says: I love you and made you, and your gifts are for kingdom work, so trust me enough to follow, even if it isn’t where you thought.
May it be so. Amen.
Silence for Reflection
Hymn: Take It Easy (praise band)
Sanctuary Offering Hymn: Open the Eyes of My Heart, Lord (praise band)
Sanctuary Offering Response: Response 410 v. 4
Sing we to our God above: Alleluia!
Praise eternal as his love: Alleluia!
Praise him, all you heavenly host: Alleluia!
Father, Son, and Holy Ghost: Alleluia!
Concerns of the Church
*new members gathering after worship today or tomorrow night at the manse
*Bible Study Wednesday 7:30ish in the manse
*Stedfast Silver Band concert this afternoon
*Prayer groups
Prayer and Lord’s Prayer
We praise you, Loving God,
for you reveal your glory in unexpected ways
and you set and re-set our feet on your Way.
We give you thanks for all your faithful people
who answer your call to reach across barriers with your good news,
who shine your light even in difficult places.
Guide and protect them by your Spirit
that they may speak boldly and truthfully.
And we bring you our prayers today
for those who have missed the mark in their proclamation,
who have tried to impose their own faith on others,
who have shared in ways that sound like bad news.
We also pray for those who use violence to impose their vision
and those who believe they need to defend you with force.
Show them your way of peace,
your irresistible beauty,
your community of hope.
We lift up our prayers for our neighbours
who have been hurt by people using faith as a weapon,
especially those who have been traumatised, excluded, or abused in your name.
Heal their hearts, minds, and spirits with your grace,
and lead them into a community practicing your more excellent way.
We bring you our prayers for your Church,
seeking your direction and yet so often fractured,
proclaiming your love and yet so often withholding it,
hearing your word and yet so often unable to share it.
Show us how to love one another as you have loved us,
and give us courage to step up when we would rather step back.
We bring you our prayers for the community and nation and world in which we live,
where so often despair and division are the order of the day.
Let your presence flash like lightning and your voice resound,
filling every corner
with courage to be vulnerable rather than projecting a curated image,
with strength to stand up for what is right,
with peace that spreads beyond our hearts and into our streets,
with hope that opens doors rather than closing them,
with healing that draws us into your resurrection life.
On the 26th day of the month we join our hearts as your St John’s family to pray:
*For Gourock Primary School — for the children, the teachers, the staff, and the families. Bless them with bright minds and open hearts and willing spirits, with friendship and laughter and the graciousness it takes to be in community together. May the school have the resources it needs and the families the support they need to ensure the children grow in mind, body, and spirit.
*For the Contact Group and other fellowship groups at St John’s, that they may learn and deepen friendships together in your presence.
*For the land, people, and governments of the nations of Trinidad & Tobago, Grenada, St Vincent & Grenadines, Barbados, St Lucia, and Martinique
Whatever it takes to bring about your transformation, O God,
we pray that we will be ready to participate when you call.
Thank you for calling all kinds of people
with all kinds of personalities
from all kinds of backgrounds.
Help us to do your work,
And help us to accept the work others do too.
Bring us together today as your family.
We ask these and all things in the name of the One who confounds our expectations
and calls us beyond ourselves into your kingdom,
Jesus the Christ, who lives even now
and who taught us to pray together:
Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come,
your will be done on earth as in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins,
as we forgive those who sin against us.
Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours, now and forever. Amen.
Sanctuary Hymn 727: In the Bulb There Is a Flower (organ)
Sending
Go from this time of worship to put your passion to work in service of the gospel, knowing the blessing of the living God and sharing that blessing with all whom you meet.
And as you go, may the Spirit of God go above you to watch over you. May the Spirit of God go beside you to be your companion. May the Spirit of God go before you to show you the way, and behind you to push you into places you might not go alone. And may the Spirit of God go within you, to remind you that you are loved more deeply than you can possibly imagine. May the fire of God’s love burn brightly in you, and through you into the world. Go in peace. Amen.
Sung Benediction Response (John L Bell, tune Gourock St John’s)
Now may the Lord of all be blessed,
Now may Christ’s gospel be confessed,
Now may the Spirit when we meet
Bless sanctuary and street.
Sanctuary Postlude Music (organ)
Announcements
* We worship in the sanctuary on Sundays at 11am, and Sunday worship is also online.
* The first Sunday of the month at 11am is an all-age service, with different ways of encountering God’s word without a traditional sermon. All people — young and old, different personalities and learning styles, are welcome! You’ll find a more informal service with a variety of music, a Bible story, prayer, and some more interactive elements. The online service for the first Sunday will therefore also be different — there will still be a reading, prayers, and music, but usually not a sermon.
* Starter Packs are in need of Shaving Foam, Shampoo, Soap, Hand Wash.
The FoodBank are short of diluting juice, cereal, noodles/microwave rice, jarred sauce, biscuits, UHT milk, and tinned meat/soups/vegetables.
You can bring donations to the church and place them into the boxes in the vestibule. Thank you!
* The new members group is meeting today after the service or tomorrow (Monday 27th) in the evening. Speak to Teri for details!
* Bowl & Blether is on the first Mondays of the month, with doors open from 11:30-1:30, and lunch served from noon. All are welcome for a bowl of soup, a toastie, a friendly chat in our warm hall! See you a week on Monday, the 4th of May.
* The Contact Group is hosting a fundraising concert THIS AFTERNOON Sunday 26 April at 3pm in the sanctuary with special guests the Stedfast Silver Band! All are welcome. Tickets are £8 and available at the door.
* The Anchor Boys end-of-session display will be on Tuesday evening the 28th at 6:30pm. You’re welcome to come along and celebrate what they’ve been doing this year!
* Registration will be open soon for the summer exploratorium: On Holy Ground, an Inverclyde Staycation, the week of 27 July! We are looking for some volunteers — especially in the kitchen, and in crafts, as well as in shepherding groups. If you would be interested in learning more about volunteering, please speak to Teri or Graham Bolster.
* Free period products are available in the church toilets for anyone who might need them, thanks to Hey Girls and Inverclyde Council.
* Did you know that the ministry we do at St John’s costs about £3000 per week and we are currently running about £500 short? Everything we do is funded by your generous giving — all our support for young people, older people, bereavement care, community outreach, worship, study, spiritual growth, and community work is because of your offering. If you would like to set up a standing order in order to facilitate your spiritual discipline of giving, or if you would like to make an extra gift to support the ministry St. John’s does in our parish, you can give online by clicking here. If you would like to set up a standing order, please contact Teri and she can give you the treasurer’s details. You can also send your envelopes to the church or the manse by post and we will ensure they are received.
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Sunday service for 8 May 2022, fourth Sunday of Easter
8 May 2022, 4th Sunday of Easter
Gourock St. John’s Church of Scotland
Service prepared by the Rev. Teri Peterson
Manse: 632143
Email: tpeterson (at) churchofscotland.org.uk
Prelude Music (in person)
Welcome
Call to Worship
One: To those who are zealous for their way of knowing God, Christ says:
All: Stop for a moment and listen.
One: To those who are sure they know how God sees others, Christ says:
All: Stop for a moment and listen.
One: To those of us who aren’t sure whose voice is calling, Christ says:
All: I am Jesus, so come, for we are all one Body together.
One: To those of us who know and easily respond “here I am”, Christ says:
All: Go where I send you, for we are all one Body together.
One: Let us pause and turn our attention to
the One whose surprising Love has called us here.
Prayer
Living God, you call us to one another, and we confess that sometimes we are only interested in community with those who are like us. Though we may not personally go as far as Saul, using other authorities to impose our way, we admit that we don’t argue when those authorities benefit us at the expense of others. And while we are proud that we don’t explicitly argue with you in our prayers, we admit that’s partly because we choose not to listen when you call us to reach out to “them.” Yet you invite us into relationship, not only with you but also with the rest of your people. Forgive us when we have chosen power-over rather than openness and reciprocity. Forgive us when we have chosen prejudice over welcome. Forgive us when we have chosen to remain enemies rather than being willing to see your image in others’ faces. Forgive us when we have seen only one dimension in others or ourselves, rather than embracing the whole person you created and called. Convert us again this day, from our narrow ways of violence, exclusion, and pride to your expansive way of justice, love, and peace. We ask in Jesus’ name. Amen.
Music
Online: Thrive (Casting Crowns)
In Person:
Children’s Time (in person)
Song: Hallelujah Christ is Risen
Reading: Acts 9.1-19 (New Revised Standard Version)
After the risen Christ appeared to the disciples over a period of 40 days, he ascended into heaven, and his followers were empowered by the Holy Spirit to create community, share good news, and heal. The community of Christ followers was growing by leaps and bounds, and there began to be some conflicts both within the community and with both religious and political authorities. Just before today’s reading, Stephen, one of the first deacons, gave a testimony that led to him being stoned to death. After that, the community scattered to many other towns, both for their own safety and to continue to spread the word about Christ’s resurrection. We pick up the story today in the book of Acts, chapter 9, beginning at verse 1. I am reading from the New Revised Standard Version.
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Meanwhile Saul, still breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord, went to the high priest and asked him for letters to the synagogues at Damascus, so that if he found any who belonged to the Way, men or women, he might bring them bound to Jerusalem. Now as he was going along and approaching Damascus, suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. He fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to him, ‘Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?’ He asked, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ The reply came, ‘I am Jesus, whom you are persecuting. But get up and enter the city, and you will be told what you are to do.’ The men who were travelling with him stood speechless because they heard the voice but saw no one. Saul got up from the ground, and though his eyes were open, he could see nothing; so they led him by the hand and brought him into Damascus. For three days he was without sight, and neither ate nor drank.
Now there was a disciple in Damascus named Ananias. The Lord said to him in a vision, ‘Ananias.’ He answered, ‘Here I am, Lord.’ The Lord said to him, ‘Get up and go to the street called Straight, and at the house of Judas look for a man of Tarsus named Saul. At this moment he is praying, and he has seen in a vision a man named Ananias come in and lay his hands on him so that he might regain his sight.’ But Ananias answered, ‘Lord, I have heard from many about this man, how much evil he has done to your saints in Jerusalem; and here he has authority from the chief priests to bind all who invoke your name.’ But the Lord said to him, ‘Go, for he is an instrument whom I have chosen to bring my name before Gentiles and kings and before the people of Israel; I myself will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name.’ So Ananias went and entered the house. He laid his hands on Saul and said, ‘Brother Saul, the Lord Jesus, who appeared to you on your way here, has sent me so that you may regain your sight and be filled with the Holy Spirit.’ And immediately something like scales fell from his eyes, and his sight was restored. Then he got up and was baptised, and after taking some food, he regained his strength.
For the word of God in Scripture
For the word of God among us
For the word of God within us
Thanks be to God.
Sermon: What We Will Be
When I was training for ministry, in one course we were assigned the task of going to read scripture in unusual places, rather than just in our rooms or the library where we might normally study. The professors wanted us to practice what they called “Dislocation”—reading God’s word in a place where we normally wouldn’t. My classmates and I went all over the city, reading the Bible on busses and trains, in parks and stores, on street corners and in shelters. My friend Amy and I put on our rumpled gardening clothes and went to the fanciest hotel in the city just in time for their posh afternoon tea, and we sat just at the entrance to the restaurant and read out loud to each other the story from Mark 5, of the woman who had been sick for 12 years and finally managed to sneak up and touch Jesus’ cloak. We felt awkward, and then we felt bold, and then we were asked to leave. The whole time, though, we definitely felt conspicuous, out of place, and everything we saw and heard and read seemed intensified.
It can be hard to focus when we’re disoriented. Or it can cause us to be hyper-focused, to use all our senses in a different way, to pay closer attention to what is happening.
Everyone in this story is disoriented. Saul, who is also called Paul, is the most noticeably so, as he has literally had his perspective changed, through falling from his high horse down into the dust, going blind, and being hungry. But Ananias, who was asked to go lay hands on the very man who has been harassing people like him? He was disoriented enough to argue with Jesus. And the people to whom Paul preached could hardly believe their eyes or ears, since this man who had used all the power of tradition, all his own powers of rhetoric and status…was now using that power to bring people to Jesus.
It was a very disorienting time. Maybe not quite on the level of moving the chairs, but a dramatic shift of perspective nonetheless.
And God uses that shift, that new perspective, to offer a vision of the kingdom of God.
That vision begins with Jesus saying to Saul: “Why are you harassing me?” Notice he didn’t say “why are you harassing my followers”…because remember that whatever we do to the least of these, to those we think deserve it, or to each other, we do to Jesus. There is no separation between Christ and those whom he loves. How we treat other beloved children of God is how we treat God. Loving God and loving our neighbour are two sides of the same thing, for we — and they — are the Body of Christ.
Talk about a shift in perspective. What if we thought we were talking to God every time we spoke to another person? What if we thought it was God we shouted at, God we insulted, God we gossiped about, God we patronised, God we pushed until we got our way? What if we really thought that God was alive in the world, not trapped in a dusty book or a sanctuary? It would change our vision, and probably our behaviour too.
And Saul looked up from the dust, unable to see with his eyes. This kind of vision comes from the heart, and it takes time to learn to see this way—time that may not be pleasant, because no transformation is easy.
And yet it is how God is building the kingdom of heaven on earth, one transformed life at a time. One meeting with Jesus—in the form of his followers, in the form of the living word proclaimed, in a song or a tv show or a beautiful moment in creation, around the table during a Bowl and a Blether, or out walking for Christian Aid —one meeting with Jesus can kick off this transformation…but that meeting is not the end, it’s just the beginning. The process of being changed into who God created us to be will take some time and even more perspective shifts. We will have to allow something new to emerge from the patterns we have built.
You’re probably tired of hearing me bring up my favourite podcast episode ever…but I’m going to do it again. It was an episode of Radiolab, and a story about caterpillars and butterflies. When the time is right, a caterpillar’s skin essentially moults and becomes a chrysalis…and then once that little pod is built and sealed, everything inside essentially turns to goo. If you opened up a chrysalis — please don’t — you’d find just primordial ooze inside. The whole thing just…dissolves…and then morphs and reforms into something new. There is no caterpillar inside a chrysalis, and for the majority of the time there’s no butterfly there either. It’s just gooey, until something new is made.
There are two further amazing things about this process. One is that researchers have found that butterflies remember things that caterpillars learned — they tested this with scents, the butterflies reacted to scents the caterpillars had been exposed to. So some part of who the caterpillar was is still a part of the butterfly, even though there was that bit in between when everything was dissolved and messy. And the second is that caterpillars carry the faint beginnings of butterfly wing structure in their skin, so when it sheds that to become the chrysalis, that skeletal structure is embedded there, waiting. What the caterpillar will be in future is already there…even though that messy middle bit is still to come.
There’s a lot of change going on in the world and in the church just now. It feels like we’re in the goo stage — not much recognisable from the past, and not much hint of the future. It’s disorienting and confusing and…well…goeey. Like Saul being blinded for three days, fasting and praying, wondering what had happened and what was coming next, unsure about who he was or who he would be…he was in the goo stage. And maybe Ananias was too — he’d heard Christ’s call to go welcome this dangerous person, but maybe it took a few days to really grow into it. The goo stage, the time of groping around in the dark, the time of wondering what on earth is going on and how do we get through it, that disorientation and dislocation that can be the source of new perspective…the goo stage is when the magic happens. Or rather when the spirit of resurrection happens.
Like a caterpillar and a butterfly, what will be will probably bear absolutely no resemblance to what used to be. We’ll have memories to draw on, of course, though they could be guides or they could be distractions. And the seed of what will be is already present, even in the goo stage, if we look carefully and closely enough. But the form of the caterpillar is no more when it emerges as a butterfly. A butterfly would look at pictures of its past and find them unrecognisable. Saul too, would look at his past self and shake his head. A few things carry forward — zeal and persistence and skills for bold proclamation. But the way he uses them changes completely, and the places he uses them changes completely, and the purpose and goal of those gifts changes completely.
What will we carry forward through the goo and into whatever new resurrection life God has in store for the church? How will we use those things not to return to caterpillars but to spread our wings and fly?
It can be hard to see how to do it, but one thing is for sure: when we’re so focused on the way we think things ought to be, we have trouble hearing when God is calling — Saul and Ananias both experienced that! We’ll need some disorientation, some new perspective, an encounter with Christ the Living Word, in order to see the new thing God is creating—a new thing that both already exists and is not quite visible.
Remember way back in Exodus, when Moses comes to the burning bush, meets God there, and hears that God’s name is “I am who I am”? Well, that word that’s usually translated “I am who I am” is a tricky one, because it is a verb that seems to be in multiple tenses at the same time. One translation is “I am who I will be.”
And we, my friends, are created in the image of that God.
May it be so.
Amen.
Online hymn: In the Bulb There Is a Flower
(In person Hymn 566: When I Receive the Peace of Christ)
Prayer and the Lord’s Prayer
Interrupt us this day, O God.
Interrupt our usual routines,
interrupt our self-centred ways,
interrupt our projection of our own values onto you,
interrupt our use of force to make others think like us.
Stop us in our tracks and re-orient us
toward your will, your way, your call, your community.
Open our eyes to see you at work in one another,
open our minds to receive your word of peace,
open our lives to be instruments of your invitation to another way.
In this world where some believe themselves better than others,
we pray for your spirit of humility, compassion, and understanding.
Help us all to listen to one another’s stories,
to care for one another as equals, to make space for those who are different.
In this world where suffering feels the norm,
where bodies betray us, where pain and illness are everyday,
where bombs fall and peace feels impossible and destruction is all the news,
we pray for your spirit of healing, wisdom, and courage.
May the leaders of nations pursue the common good for all people and all creation.
May doctors and nurses and carers and researchers be strengthened to be your hands and heart.
May those whose burdens are heavy know the joy of friendship that lightens the load.
In this world where everything seems gooey,
where your Church is disoriented and not sure what comes next,
we pray for your Holy Spirit to be our guide and comfort,
to remind us of all you have taught us and also to direct us in your new way.
Give us the grace to trust that your future is better than anything we remember of the past,
and lead us forward, wings outstretched,
to be bearers of your beauty, truth, justice, and love.
We ask in the name of Christ,
who has disrupted the power of violence and death,
and who taught us to pray together:
Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.
Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours, now and forever. Amen.
In person Hymn 416: Christ is Alive! (Tune: Truro)
Benediction
Friends, however much the world feels like that gooey stage of disorientation and uncertainty, go into your week trusting that what God is creating us to be is more beautiful than anything we could have ever imagined. Spread your wings of love, justice, and joy, to share good news with the world.
And as you go, may the Spirit of God go above you to watch over you. May the Spirit of God go beside you to be your companion. May the Spirit of God go before you to show you the way, and behind you to push you into places you might not go alone. And may the Spirit of God go within you to remind you that you are loved more deeply than you can possibly imagine. May the fire of God’s love burn brightly in you, and through you into the world. Go in peace. Amen.
Sung Benediction Response (John L Bell, tune Gourock St John’s)
Now may the Lord of all be blessed,
Now may Christ’s gospel be confessed,
Now may the Spirit when we meet
Bless sanctuary and street.
Postlude Music (in person)
Announcements
* Happy Easter! Easter is a season that lasts for 50 days, so we will be celebrating resurrection for the next several weeks.
*You are invited to join in reading the Bible in a year for 2022 — immersing ourselves in God’s word throughout the year. Click here to find a reading plan that’s five days a week (leaving a couple of days for catch up each week!). Watch this space for information about a Bible study as we go through the scriptures together!
* Join our team walking for Christian Aid in the month of May! You can sign up here with Christian Aid to join in, and be sure you join our St John’s fundraising team! If you can’t walk all 300,000 steps yourself, you can do it as a group or a family, too! If online fundraising doesn’t work for you, you can also pick up an envelope at church.
**You can join Teri for a midweek walk on Wednesday at lunchtime this week — meet at the top of Bath Street beside the church at noon, or at the cenotaph at 12:05, for a walk-and-talk along the front (nice and flat!).
* All worship is online (or on the phone at 01475 270037, or in print) and we also meet in person, subject to the usual protocols for distancing, hand hygiene, mask wearing. We can now welcome up to 85-100 people for worship with one-chair-between-households distancing. No booking is required. Masks are required at all times inside the building, including while singing. If you are able, please enter by the front door in Bath street, and only those who need step-free access should use the back door.
* Tonight we will gather for evening prayer on the Connect Facebook Page, led tonight by Karen. Log on at 6:58pm to join in.
* The Kirk now has online giving! If you have not already set up a standing order in order to facilitate your spiritual discipline of giving, or if you would like to make an extra gift to support the ministry St. John’s does in our parish, you can give online by clicking here. If you would like to set up a standing order, please contact Peter Bennett, our treasurer, or Teri and she can give you his details. You can also send your envelopes to the church or the manse by post and we will ensure they are received. Remember: no one is coming to your door to collect your envelopes, so please stay safe!
* Don’t forget to follow us on Facebook and Youtube, and to sign up for our email devotions! Midweek you can watch Wine and the Word on Youtube, pray with video devotions on Facebook, and consider a new angle on something with a devotional email. Feel free to share with your friends, too!
* The Spring Church Notes are now available! You can read them by clicking here.
*Young Adults Bible Study is on Zoom most Sunday afternoons. Contact Teri for the link to join and for a copy of the book they are using.


